Tuesday, June 06, 2006
So today was an odd day to say the least. Work didn't suck which is odd in itself. After work I went to the drive in with some friends and watched "The Omen" which I must say was a very good movie. I got scared a few times... although I didn't let out a scream like some of my friends did. After the movie, me and some of them went to Jerrys, and ate. All and all I had a great time... something I need to do more often. I tend to sit at home, and waste away my life, when I should be out and enjoying myself like I did tonight, anyways, I guess 
I am going to head to bed... Oh another thing I heard that Bush is trying to pass into law, something regarding banning homosexual marriages, now I was too tired and groggy to listen to the story. But, for the sake of love, I wish people would just leave them alone. I don't think that anyone should not be allowed to marry, however, I do believe that they need to start having marriage counseling required, and some classes, or something, to save the entire purpose of marriage. There are too many divorces, period. People have lost the sense of having to work through stuff, now I know that there are special circumstances, and that is not what I'm arguing. At all. I think people should be able to get divorces, I just wish they'd make it a little bit more difficult to get married, then, perhaps people would realize they don't want to because it would take a longer amount of time, and actual effort. I mean, the flakey people would get tired of it. Get it? Yeah. Okay. And as far as the whole ban on the homosexual marrige thing, I think there are alot more important things that Bush, and the goverment should be worried about, Like how to get out of Iraq, The Iran nuclear thing, oil, and the list goes on.
Well enough about all that my eyelids feel heavy, my head sways and nods of its own accord. im about to go out like a light (i can actually feel myself slipping in and out of consciousness) but my mind stubbornly lingers, insisting on sorting out all the crap that has accumulated during the days course. my sense of hearing sharpens considerably; i am acutely aware of the sounds around me, especially that of my rude air-conditioner, which emits a grotesquely audible
'tchrrhrhrhhhrrrhhhhh' at regular intervals. like a vcr on auto, the rewind button at the back of my brain is pressed. a mental replay of the days events flashes in my minds eye, like a rushed powerpoint presentation. what i had for breakfast, who pissed me off and why, who i pissed off and why, the screw ups, the highlights, the movie I just saw, the friends I hung out with ... i ve opened a floodgate of raw emotions, and even in my hazy semi-conscious state i inadvertently groan at a particularly embarrassing scene or smile contentedly when i recall some small victory (no matter how inconsequential) I achieved. the reel of my lifefilm peters out. i let out a tiny sigh and snuggle down further into the warmth of my comforter. slowly slowly slowly ... falling asleep has got to be one of the most weirdest, yet oddly pleasurable sensations in the whole world. Yea, I am getting tired... when I just sat and wrote that whole long thing about falling asleep... Well its 5am, and I have been up for about 20 hours or so, I am heading to bed right now, I think i have said that many times alread, but this time I mean it...
Peace I'm Out
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Writing is my passion -- get used to it. Even the simplest language is beautiful if phrased correctly. I don't like when people use "their" instead of "there" or "your" instead of "you're". Once in a while, a mistake is okay ... every time you use it is not. I don't like words I can't understand ... especially when they're used in everyday conversation. I think clichés are amusing and though I feel weird using them to justify things, I do anyway. But only sometimes. I could fill a book with my thoughts ... and someday I will. I want to be published, I want to be known. I love the city but will only live in the country I want to be a teacher, yes, and I will be someday, but I want to be a husband, a father, and a friend first. I want to help others ... starting with my family. I want to love others ... starting with myself. I love blankets -- even in the summer. I love fans ... even in the winter. Fresh air and natural light cure just about anything. 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I like alcohol ... and cigarettes ... but no other drugs. I like playing video game. I like playing with my website and blog. I love journaling -- no matter how geeky it is. My two favorite animals are cats and penguins. My favorite color is blue. I love reading for hours on end ... especially outside on a sunny day. I love the sun ... though I hate being warm. I'd rather be cold than hot I would rather eat chicken than beef. I don't like pork chops. I love sausage and eggs. I love playing in the rain and sitting outside when it's stormy. I love having friends and I love laughing with my friends I love to sing, even though I'm not very good at it. But if you ask me to sing for you, I probably won't. It has to be spontaneous. Music is important to me and I will not tolerate music that is degrading or crude in any way. Buzzing is my least favorite sound and it can easily drive me insane. If there is a bee in the room, don't expect me to pay attention to anything else. I love snail mail ... I love cards. I love getting mail, but I like sending it even more. Christmas and Halloween are my two favorite holidays. Valentines day is my least favorite I'd rather give you something sentimental than something practical ... but I'm not against practicality. If I'm shopping and something silly catches my eye and makes me think of you, chances are ... you'll be receiving it shortly thereafter. Silly gifts make life enjoyable. :) Inside jokes are amazing ... remember when's are mind blowing. I don't like paying for parking ... and I would rather park farther away if it's free. If something is broken, I'll probably leave it broken until I need it next. My room is usually messy because I usually don't have time to clean it. But eventually I will clean it ... and the next day, it will probably be messy again. I would rather carry out the plans than create the plans. I have strong opinions ... I will share them, but only when I feel so inclined. Generally speaking, I think before I speak -- especially in large groups. But once you get to know me, I am an open book. Don't be put off by my apparent shyness ... because shy is the last thing to describe me accurately. I love my family. I want to spend time more with them. I just started enjoying spending time with them. Family values are becoming very important to me. If anyone talks bad about my family, they'll get an earful. Because though they may annoy me sometimes, I will defend them to the death. Even if they're wrong ... if you badmouth them ... I'll defend them. That is something I can promise. I love best friends and old friends ... and I love when new friends become old friends. I support and appreciate people who can argue their point in an educated manner, who have a logical reason for things -- even if I don't agree. I don't like when people can't support themselves ... I'm trying to learn how to disagree without being disagreeable and I admire people who know how.. I admire integrity and honesty I love when people aren't "too tough" to forgive. I love beginnings, but I know that endings have to come before beginnings can happen. Some of the most beautiful things in my life have ended ... but endings bring about strength and teach lessons In the words of Langston Hughes --"I like to eat, sleep, drink, and be in love. I like to work, read, learn, and understand life.
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